First, I want to extend a heartfelt apology for the silence that has lingered on this blog for longer than I ever intended. It’s not that I’ve forgotten you or the importance of the topics we discuss here; rather, it’s that I’ve been grappling with my own motivation to delve into matters of Mormonism, from which I’ve distanced myself both mentally and formally.
Over the years, this space has been a sanctuary for me to document my thoughts and experiences, not just for my own catharsis but in the hopes of aiding others on their own journeys. Yet, the truth is, the further away I’ve moved from my days within the LDS Church, the more complex my relationship with it has become. While I find solace in my decision to leave, the emotional weight of revisiting certain topics can be heavy, and at times, I’ve asked myself how much of my energy should remain tethered to a past that I’ve worked so hard to grow beyond.
The anger and frustration that once fueled my writings have simmered to an introspective pondering, questioning the value of rehashing the doctrines and culture that I once found so suffocating. It’s a sentiment, I’ve come to realize, that may resonate with many of you, as you navigate the delicate balance of moving forward while reconciling the shadows of a faith that once defined us.
Moreover, the sobering realization that even after leaving, the vestiges of Mormon thought can persist, influencing how we interact and see the world, has been a recurring theme in my contemplations and in the community at large. It’s a challenge that underscores the depth of the journey we undertake when we step away from the LDS Church, one that is as much about unlearning as it is about embarking on new paths of understanding.
As I’ve wrestled with these thoughts, my drive to create content waned, leaving this blog quieter than I ever intended. For that, I am truly sorry. You deserve a space that continues to offer insight, support, and discussion, regardless of where any of us are in our personal trajectories.
Yet, there’s a flicker of hope on the horizon, one that comes in the form of the technological advancements that I’ve been exploring. Artificial intelligence tools have become incredibly sophisticated, offering potential to assist in content creation in ways I hadn’t imagined possible when I first began this blog. These tools don’t just offer efficiency; they provide a means to break through creative blocks and the emotional barriers that can sometimes hinder our best intentions.
With the aid of AI, I am optimistic that I can reignite the flame that once drove me to write so prolifically. It’s not just about productivity; it’s about harnessing a tool that complements our human experience, allowing me to channel my thoughts and continue to provide the valuable content that you, as readers, deserve. AI can help me to tackle topics from fresh angles, ensuring that our conversations remain relevant, engaging, and, most importantly, supportive of the journey we are all on.
In this light, I invite you to look forward to more frequent posts, ones that I hope will resonate, challenge, and comfort, whether you’re a seasoned ex-Mormon, someone just beginning to question, or simply an ally interested in understanding the complexities of our experiences.
I am committed to returning to this space with a renewed sense of purpose, and I hope you’ll join me in this next chapter. As we continue to deconstruct and reconstruct, to evaluate and evolve, let’s remember that the journey is not linear, and neither is the healing or growth that comes with it.
Thank you for your patience, your understanding, and your continued presence in this community. The road ahead is one we will navigate together, with all the wisdom and tools at our disposal, including the promising capabilities of artificial intelligence.
With gratitude and renewed vigor,
The Ex-Mormon Blog
